Tears, fears and yester years

It's funny how life turns out. Life can be so amazing, but it can also really suck. Lately I've had a lot of things going on in life that have made my life great, and people have made me feel great, but there has been quite a few tears this past month. I've been having the time of my life this week though. So, it's getting better. It's just a little hard, and I feel so helpless. Thankfully I have amazing friends who have been there for me every day this month. I have no idea how I would function if it wasn't for my friends. They have helped me through the tears, my fears, and throughout the years. They all mean so much to me. I may cry, and things may go wrong but they will help me face my fears and make me feel better. So here are some quotes that I like, they don't necessarily have to do with friends, but they have to do with everything in my life at this moment. I really hope you don't mind if I repeat some. Haha, but I hope you find some you like. :)

"Real friends are always going to be there by your side, even at times when you tell them to leave." -Unknown

"Forgive me if I smile, it's just to hide my fears. Forgive me if I laugh, it's just to hide the tears." -Unknown

"Sometimes we say we hate each other, or we get in stupid fights, but in the end I know you and I will always be friends." -Alissa Lopez

"I think we spend too much time wondering why we're not good enough. We waste too much time putting ourselves down that we don't ever stop to see that we are good enough. We spend too much time with our heads down and hearts closed and never get a chance to look up from the ground and see the sun is shining and tomorrow is another day." -Unknown

"Everything in life is temporary. So, if things are going good, enjoy it because it won't last forever. And if things are going bad, don't worry, it can't last forever either." -Unknown

"Happiness always looks small while you hold it in your hands, but let it go, and you learn at once how big and precious it is." -Maxim Gorky

"Sometimes when I say 'I'm okay,' I want someone to look me in the eyes, hug me tight and say, 'I know you are not.'" -Unknown

"Some people think that to be strong is to never feel pain. In reality, the strongest people are the ones who feel it, understand it, and accept it." -Unknown

"I tried to be your friend when no one else would, but you abandoned me when I needed a friend. I kept all your secrets, but you gave mine away. I loved you with unconditional love, but your love was conditional. I tried to believe you, but you told too many lies. I wanted to trust you, but you proved I couldn't. I thought we could be friends, but you said 'no.' I tried to stay in your life, but you pushed me away." -Jacey Danielle

"Live the life you love. Love the life you live." -Bob Marley

"You were given this life because you are strong enough to live it." -Unknown

"Sometimes all you can do is cry, and that's okay. Just know that when you cry, I'll be there to comfort you." -Alissa Lopez

"Sometimes we must hurt in order to grow. We must fail in order to know that sometimes our visions are clear only after our eyes are washed away with tears." -Unknown

"I say stupid things at times, I fall up the stairs, my best friends are my bet and my pillow, I'm way too obsessed with quotes, I cry too often, I laugh at others pain no matter how much it hurts them. I hate but love being the middle child, I wear heels whenever I can get away with it. In fact I practically only own heels. I make mistakes. I'm in love with my best friend. I act, I sing, I dance. I'm not perfect, but this is me. This is who I am." -Alissa Lopez

"You never get used to the idea of someone being gone. Just when you think it's reconciled, accepted, someone points it out to you, and it just hits you all over again." -Unknown

Oh life....haha

Hey, sorry it's been so long. I've been super busy. There's been a lot of things going on lately and I've just been having a hard time lately, but at the same time I feel like life couldn't be any better. There are those moments that make you realize why life is so precious. There are the people who make you realize life is worth it, and I'm worth it. Then there are those who tear us down and will do anything to make us feel worthless and upset. Lately I've been going through being torn to pieces more than being put back together and it's been a little difficult. So, here are just some random quotes that go along with my life at the moment. Some of these I may have posted before, but they go on with my life, so I'll post them again. :) A lot of them have to do with friends. So I hope that's okay. Anyways, hope you find some you like.

"Friendship isn't about whom you have known the longest...it's about who came, and never left your side." -Unknown

"Real friends are always going to be there by your side, even at times when you tell them to leave." -Unknown

"A good friend will laugh at the things you're saying. A best friend will laugh at the things you're thinking." -Susan Gale

"Sometimes when I say, 'I'm okay,' I want someone to look me in the eyes, hug me tight and say, 'I know you are not.'" -Unknown

"A friend is one that knows you as you are, understands where you have been, accepts what you have become, and still, gently allows you to grow." -William Shakespeare

"When you smiled, you had my undivided attention. When you laughed, you had my urge to laugh with you. When you cried, you had my urge to hold you. When you said you loved me, you had my heart forever." -Unknown

"It's not that I don't care, I just don't want to deal with all this crap. I have other things to worry about and one of them is my reality." -Alissa Lopez

"It's sad when people you know become people you knew. When you walk right past someone like they were never a big part of your life. How you used to be able to talk for hours and how now, you can barely even look at them" -Henry Rollins

"Trust is like a paper, once crumpled it can't be perfect again." -Unknown

"Sometimes you don't realize your own strength until you come face to face with your greatest weaknesses." -Susan Gale

"Life isn't about finding yourself. Life is about creating yourself." -Unknown

"Happiness is something that comes into our lives through doors we don't even remember leaving open." -Rose Wilder Lane

"I don't want a perfect person. I just want someone to act silly with, someone who treats me well and loves being with me more than anything." -Anonymous

"Life is too short to stress yourself with people who don't even deserve to be an issue in your life." -Anonymous

"There are two kinds of people. The ones who will do anything to tear you apart, and the ones who work so hard to put the pieces back together." -Alissa Lopez

"No one got blind by looking on the bright side." -Unknown

"Sometimes quiet people really do have a lot to say...they're just being careful about who they open up to." -Susan Gale